The Unsaid words!
There’s a lot that I haven’t told you, darling!
Or should I say I haven’t said anything at all?
I should have confessed the day I met you, that I think we both are made for each other!
But I was scared, scared of losing you!
But in the end, I think my not having said the same did make me lose you!
I should have confessed that I did see my dad's reflection in you! And for me that was a big deal. Because I always wanted to see my dad in my husband!
But I was scared, scared that you'll end up babysitting me!
But in the end, I think my not having said the same did make you friend zone me!
I should have confessed that I did think a lot about you - the whole day to be precise!
But I was scared, scared of falling for you!
But in the end, my not having said that did not make you fall for me!
I should have confessed that the day I first met you, it rained - heavily. I considered that an omen - a good one!
But I was scared, scared that you'll think I'm superstitious!
But in the end, my not having said that did make you feel lost, and made my omen ominous!
I should have confessed that even before I talked to you for the first time, I felt an intense pull towards you!
But I was scared, scared that you'll think I'm insane for being attracted to aomebody even before I knew them!
But in the end, my not having said that did make you push me out of your life!
I should have confessed that the mere thought of losing you even before I had you, made me so uncomfortable!
But I was scared, scared of losing you!
But in the end, my not having said that did make me lose you!
I should have confessed that there's a certain addiction in your name, that even ecstasy couldn't give me, and I wanted to own that name!
But I was scared, scared of not being enough for you!
But in the end, my not having said that did make you disown me!
There's a lot that I want to tell you!
I want to hug you, and cry on your shoulders!
I want to wet your shirt with my tears and drench you in my affection!
So many unsaid words!
So many unexpressed feelings!
Would I find a chance to voice them out Kanha?
I’m dying inside every minute, clinging to you and your thoughts and your memories!
I need an anchor now!
I want you, my love!
I want to voice out my insecurities,
I want to bask in the glory of your affection,
I want to calm down my racing thoughts in your peace,
I want to find solace in your heart!
